when i am saturated by self-sufficiency
and blinded by my own mind
thinking that i know more about my life than You
then You will again show me my sin, and bring me back
(i am never satisfied in myself. i was not created for this. i am not my own.)
oh Lord i needed this.
You know i needed this.
sometimes i can't believe the words that come out of her mouth
and i want to have a heart that longs after you like she does
i need Thee every hour, and i want to live that way
i can make decisions because i have placed my life in your hands
therefore
i am no longer worried
i am no longer scared
i love being in dixon because it is the last place i want to be
and it is a magnificent feeling
knowing i am right where You want me
i didn't mean to make that rhyme but i don't even care, anymore.
(i just want my heart to be in the place you want it, too.)
i don't really feel anything right now, either, anymore
i'm tired of up and down emotions
and trying to trust myself with the decisions in my life
i just want the Truth.
i just want You.
and today is a good day because my God is in control.
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