hey, me too:

"It feels good to be hanging onto God with my last two fingers. It's stressful and difficult and humiliating, but it's good, because it's right. Without Him I'd have let go by now. I'd be falling through space and time, flailing around helplessly. I know that... True, they're my last two fingers. But at least I have something to hold onto that's not going anywhere and will in no case let me hit the ground. And those fingers haven't lost their grip one bit.

I guess it's all Hope. It's really important to me right now. And the fact that I get to have it blows my mind each day."

i couldn't have said it better, really.

in Christ alone my hope is found
He is my light

my strength

my song

this Cornerstone, this solid ground
firm through the fiercest drought and storm
what heights of love!

what depths of peace!
when fears are stilled

when strivings cease
my Comforter, my all in all

here in the love of Christ i stand.