alright

this is going to be

a lot more difficult

than i originally

thought.

oh but Lord, i know. how can You refine me if everything is always easy/going my way?

Your purpose is so much greater and reaches to the most hideous and hidden corners of my heart. and that is what i want. clean me up, renew me again. make me like You. i want to learn to love. i want to bring You glory.

thank you for bearing with me through this.